intimacies: submission

day twenty-eight - daemon

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I have a confession to make. My creative daemon’s hunger is obscene.

If I don’t complete an idea within 24 hours, it metabolizes concepts, disciplines and insights into a multidisciplinary magnum opus. I’m not exaggerating. This daemon devours every new connection I find until one idea has quietly annexed an entire world.

This morning I realized my book must be translated into Armenian when it’s published in English. The thought arrived with the force of a law rather than a preference.

Then came the obvious problem. Who’s translating it?

Me.

I read Armenian. I write Armenian. I don’t know how to translate a book. Then I understood. I don't get to negotiate with that.

I looked out my window and laughed. I shook my head while something much older inside me felt intensely alive. There is a suffering in meeting the woman your work demands before you've learned how to become her. There is an equal pleasure in realizing she’s already become impossible to refuse.

I want Armenians who have inherited genocide into their nervous systems to receive something different. I want them to discover that thriving belongs to them, too.

My beloved culture has spent generations treating erotic transformation like a personal affront to God.

I’m coming.

eros, always,
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